{"id":14021,"date":"2022-03-07T18:36:00","date_gmt":"2022-03-07T23:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dotcw.com\/?p=3761"},"modified":"2021-07-23T17:12:30","modified_gmt":"2021-07-23T22:12:30","slug":"diary-of-a-southern-refugee-79","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/diary-of-a-southern-refugee-79\/","title":{"rendered":"Diary of a Southern Refugee, Judith White McGuire."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>7th.<\/em>\u2014Just returned from the hospital. Several severe cases of typhoid fever require constant attention. Our little Alabamian seems better, but so weak! I left them for a few moments to go to see Bishop Meade; he sent for me to his room. I was glad to see him looking better, and quite cheerful. Bishops Wilmer and Elliott came in, and my visit was very pleasant. I returned to my post by the bedside of the soldiers. Some of them are very fond of hearing the Bible read; and I am yet to see the first soldier who has not received with apparent interest any proposition of being read to from the Bible. To-day, while reading, an elderly man of strong, intelligent face sat on the side of the bed, listening with interest. I read of the wars of the Israelites and Philistines. He presently said, &#8220;I know why you read that chapter; it is to encourage us, because the Yankee armies are so much bigger than ours; do you believe that God will help us because we are weak?\u201d &#8220;No,&#8221; said I, &#8220;but I believe that if we pray in faith, as the Israelites did, that God will hear us.&#8221; &#8220;Yes,&#8221; he replied, &#8220;but the Philistines didn&#8217;t pray, and the Yankees do; and though I can&#8217;t bear the Yankees, I believe some of them are Christians, and pray as hard as we do; [&#8220;Monstrous few on &#8217;em,&#8221; grunted out a man lying near him;] and if we pray for one thing, and they pray for another, I don&#8217;t know what to think of our prayers <em>clashing.&#8221; <\/em>&#8220;Well, but what do you think of the justice of our cause? don&#8217;t you believe that God will hear us for the justice of our cause?&#8221; &#8220;Our cause,&#8221; he exclaimed, &#8220;yes, it is just; God knows <!--more-->it is just. I never thought of looking at it that way before, and I was <em>mighty <\/em>uneasy about the Yankee prayers. I am <em>mightily obleeged <\/em>to you for telling me.&#8221; &#8220;Where are you from?&#8221; I asked. &#8220;From Georgia.&#8221; &#8220;Are you not over forty-five?&#8221; &#8220;Oh, yes, I am turned of fifty, but you see I am monstrous strong and well; nobody can beat me with a rifle, and my four boys were a-coming. My wife is dead, and my girls are married; and so I rented out my land, and came too; the country hasn&#8217;t got men enough, and we mustn&#8217;t stand back on account of age, if we are hearty.&#8221; And truly he has the determined countenance, and bone and sinew, which make a dangerous foe on the battle-field. I wish we had 50,000 such men. He reminds me of having met with a very plain-looking woman in a store the other day. She was buying Confederate gray cloth, at what seemed a high price. I asked her why she did not apply to the quartermaster, and get it cheaper. &#8220;Well,&#8221; she replied, &#8220;I <em>knows <\/em>all about that, for my three sons is in the army; they gets their clothes <em>thar; <\/em>but you see this is for my old man, and I don&#8217;t think it would be fair to get his clothes from <em>thar, <\/em>because he ain&#8217;t never done nothing for the country as yet\u2014he&#8217;s just <em>gwine <\/em>in the army.&#8221; &#8220;Is he not very old to go into the army?&#8221; &#8220;Well, he&#8217;s fifty-four years old, but he&#8217;s well and hearty like, and ought to do something for his country. So he says to me, says he, &#8216;The country wants men; I wonder if I could stand marching; I&#8217;ve a great mind to try.&#8217; Says I, &#8216;Old man, I don&#8217;t think you could, you would break down; but I tell you what you can do\u2014you can drive a wagon in the place of a young man that&#8217;s driving, and the young man can fight.&#8217; Says he, &#8216;So I will\u2014and he&#8217;s agwine just as soon as I gits these clothes ready, and that won&#8217;t be long.'&#8221; &#8220;But won&#8217;t you be very uneasy about him?&#8221; said I. &#8220;Yes, indeed; but you know he ought to go\u2014them wretches must be drove away.&#8221; &#8220;Did you want your sons to go?&#8221; &#8220;Want &#8217;em to go!&#8221; she exclaimed; &#8220;yes; if they hadn&#8217;t agone, they shouldn&#8217;t a-staid whar I was. But they wanted to go, <em>my <\/em>sons did.&#8221; Two days ago, I met her again in a baker&#8217;s shop; she was filling her basket with cakes and pies. &#8220;Well,&#8221; said I, &#8220;has your husband gone?&#8221; &#8220;No, but he&#8217;s agwine tomorrow, and I&#8217;m getting something for him now.&#8221; &#8220;Don&#8217;t you feel sorry as the time approaches for him to go?&#8221; &#8220;Oh, yes, I shall miss him mightily; but I ain&#8217;t never cried about it; I never shed a tear for the old man, nor for the boys neither, and I ain&#8217;t agwine to. Them Yankees must not come a-nigh to Richmond; if they does, I will fight them myself. The women must fight, for they <em>shan&#8217;t <\/em>cross Mayo&#8217;s Bridge; they <em>shan&#8217;t <\/em>git to Richmond.&#8221; I said to her, &#8220;You are a patriot.&#8221; &#8220;Yes, honey\u2014ain&#8217;t you? Ain&#8217;t everybody?&#8221; I was sorry to leave this heroine in homespun, but she was too busy buying cakes, etc., for the &#8220;old man,&#8221; to be interrupted any longer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>7th.\u2014Just returned from the hospital. Several severe cases of typhoid fever require constant attention. Our little Alabamian seems better, but so weak! I left them for a few moments to go to see Bishop Meade; he sent for me to his room. I was glad to see him looking better, and quite cheerful. 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