{"id":101992,"date":"2024-01-11T00:31:51","date_gmt":"2024-01-11T06:31:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/?p=101992"},"modified":"2021-02-22T19:36:12","modified_gmt":"2021-02-23T01:36:12","slug":"diary-of-belle-edmondson-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/diary-of-belle-edmondson-6\/","title":{"rendered":"Rudderless"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"center\">January, Monday 11, 1864<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Like a weary actor in a play,<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Like a phantom in a dream,<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Like a lost boat left to stray<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Rudderless adown the stream\u2014<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;This is what my life has grown,\u2014<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Since thy false heart left me lone,\u2014<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And I wonder sometimes when the laugh is loud,<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And I wonder at the faces of the crowd,<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And the strange fantastic measures that they tread,\u2014<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Till I think at last, till I half believe I an dead.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>January, Monday 11, 1864 &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Like a weary actor in a play, &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Like a phantom in a dream, &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Like a lost boat left to stray &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Rudderless adown the stream\u2014 &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;This is what my life has grown,\u2014 &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Since thy false heart left me lone,\u2014 &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And I wonder sometimes when the laugh is loud, &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And I wonder at [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":21,"featured_media":101978,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[152],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-101992","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-diaries-and-letters-of-belle-edmondson"},"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/Belle-Edmondson.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101992","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/21"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=101992"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101992\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/101978"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=101992"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=101992"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cw-chronicles.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=101992"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}